Roadtrip views, blues, and the mess of possibilities! July 2
I’ve never spent the night in Nebraksa… and here I am, in a hotel in Sydney, Nebraska…
long days of driving lots of miles these last few days,
Destinations continuously changing, recalculating
Wonderful friends, great tiki bars
Gorgeous drives, open skies
Divine rock formations
Quiet as wheels turning,
then tunes rolling in and my voice carrying
Knowing all the words to songs long forgotten
Healing time
Going with the flow
Not taking photos instead to be in the being
Experiencing in the moment instead of behind the camera
Letting my mind remember what it wants
Eating fabulous Thai food, who knew?
2 nights in a row, leftovers hot and spicy and dripping off my plastic spoon
Bright blues skies shifting into dark ominous rainclouds,
In the distance and then upon us
Hailing, spurting forth droplets, then turbulent downpours
Then shadowy clouds
Sparkling lightning across the huge skies and thunder outside the windows
The expanse of sky here is breathtaking
The red rocks turn to stone formations into rolling green hills
Outstanding in all their glory
As my adventure unfolds and continues
I dive deep into my questions of connection, creativity and change
I pull an oracle card tonight, #18, the Creatrix, that I am
And 18 is my personality card in the tarot, the Moon, perfect
My soul is a divine creative fire, she writes
Breaking from what has been and giving life to something new
I have felt this for a while now, the next phase of my elderhood,
My chameleon life, feeling restless,
Craving for something more, a deeper connection,
A new way of teaching, of giving, of sharing, of creating
To embrace a new life, cleansing out the stagnant stories
Releasing that new energy to be open to receive
Creative self-expression
Always been my way, from early on,
Being a “freak” in school, different
The black sheep, as some would call it,
But yet everyone’s friend
Constantly questing after the new adventures,
Searching, hungry for another taste
So much to live for
And learning people’s stories, fascination
Stories while I grow and write mine
Freedom to let inspiration and intuition take a new shape for satisfaction
I trust in the universe and my own inner timing
As I continue to learn patience for myself on my path
Be comfortable with the mess of possibilities
That mess
I love those possibilities as they are revealed, downloaded, spirit given
To become the phoenix rising, the thunderbird of illumination
To feel the aliveness, the freshness
The abandonment of being able to totally feel and connect
With source, the divine, the sacred rebel of my soul and body
To fly free of restraint
So that I can continue to light up the world
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Blessings to you as we head into July… see you on the road, or not! As I will be taking leave for a few weeks, and unplugging, more on my quest, and downtime…
with so much love and gratitude for you,
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