Hello my love,
It’s been a while since I”ve shared some of my life shorts, my “poetry”, my musings…
If you’ve been here for some time, you know my word of the year is “Commitment”… and that is a commitment to myself, all the things, dreams, desires, self-care, alone time, listening deep and mostly taking action!!!
I’m not one to stand in the background, no wall flower here, but that can be fearful, of stepping out of my own box, of breaking down some walls of safety and uncertainty.
But I have to keep asking myself, “What is the worst that can happen?” And I want you to ask yourself that when you come upon a dream of yours…
“What if you did not make an effort? What if you did not show up for your own desires? And what are you waiting for?”
so I share today a bit of my new writing…of going inward, of breaking through, of being misunderstood, of making mistakes, of forgiveness of self, and not caving in to weirdly conceived guilt, and allowing my heart to shine and continue stepping forward and letting go of past growing pains and learning how to only take care of me, so I remind you that others have their own stories, and they are not about you.
The self that banishes…
All the ridiculous catcalls
The behind your back whispers
The hidden discussions
It’s the self that shows up
That speaks up
That shouts out
It is s that self that releases
The pain, the worries
it is the self that doesn’t want to
Thicken her skin because
Of what someone else sid
Because of how someone
misconstrued a word or
A comment or a deed
That self wants to stay open
And full of love to share
The self that has so much to
Offer, especially in these
Crone years of wisdom and experience
Who want nothing to do with
Backstabbing and gossip
The crazy shrieking and ranting of the misunderstood
Not afraid to participate
And connect and communicate
From the heart and soul
The self can banish those
Events, things, people that don’t
Feed, drawing to her all
The goodness, magic, and momentum of life
The self that forgives
Those who bring love and understanding,
Cares, and concens,
Cuz what so funny about peace, love, and understanding
But she mostly forgives herself for being quick to hurt her own heart, for taking it all on her shoulders,
For jumping too fast or reacting instead of acting
Even she,forgiving herself for past words of pain,
for mistakes blindly made,
no intention of harm carried forward
For her spirit and guidance don’t always
Come through on an instant cart of knowledge and answers
And she runs too quickly
Wanting to fill in the gaps to ease the questioning…
But allowing her skin to still stay resilient
And her sleeves filled with heart and soul.
Alright my love, thank you for taking the time to read and listen deep…
share your comments and a–ha moments…I”d love to hear…
Have a blessed weekend,
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